Things are piling up. Like the coats we are hopeful we won't have to don again, things are turning into mounds around our ears. Events to record here, celebrations to have, things to do before we leave for California.

I feel badly about it and then, it never fails, I drive by The House. The one with the manicured lawn and seasonally appropriate flag out front and a fully lit Christmas tree in their bay window. 

A Christmas tree. In May. 

It may be their thing, but seeing it makes me feel better about my back log.

Anyway, Ellie turned seven. Something about that transitions her from a little to big kid in my mind. It must do the same for her because she woke up and weighed herself. Then she measured herself against my arm, wanting to prove she'd sprouted overnight. The day before she cried because we told her she wasn't big enough to mow the lawn.

She's reaching and stretching, that girl.

On her big day we made pancakes and enjoyed them under some Spartan Alice in Wonderland decor. We followed that up with delivering May Day baskets a day late. As we drove near the base, we watched B-1s do touch and gos and oohed and ahhed in between singing along the Backyardigans soundtrack. 


Elizabeth took the birthday girl to lunch and while Ellie wasn't pleased about having to take a rest upon returning home, she did and was better for it. The crew that loves our kids well showed up for enchiladas and cake and the boys delivered in the 'connect the dots' treasure hunt. (Yes, connect the dots. 100% Ellie.)


Alice in Wonderland was the movie de jour- the old Disney version that made the kids laugh and freaked the adults out. So much fun! Lucy crashed and Gem and Ellie weren't far behind her. I guess she's not such a big girl after all. Not yet.



When the Bishop repeated that there were 50 days of Easter during Easter Vigil, we took heart and took the message to heart. At the time, we weren't sure what our Easter celebration would entail as Philip had dragged himself to the Vigil and Max seemed to be fading fast. 


We reminded ourselves of the Bishop's words when we didn't have Jello eggs or cascaronés made and an egg hunt didn't take place.

Our kids didn't hunt for eggs on Easter this year. 


But you know what? We didn't die, no one cried about it (except me, of course) and we are still in those 50 days so you never know what can happen! 

It's a little thrilling to think about springing the eventual hunt on them. . . 


Baskets were enjoyed and ham was eaten even if we didn't get pictures to prove it. The meal was rather slap dash actually but Mama Syd and Papa Chris made it happen and didn't complain about the less than Martha quality table. We were together, we feasted and remembered the reason for our celebration. It was hard for me to let go of expectations but once I did, I sure was happier.

Max and Phil spent most of the day in bed. We moved slow and rocked the babe and enjoyed jelly beans. And serrated well in the Alleluia and truth of a Savior risen, making us an Easter people all through the year.


Sometime during Holy Week, Lucy began replacing "my" with "me." It resulted in her sounding like a saucy sailor or irate Irishman.

"Where's me boots?!" she'd yell. Or, "Where's me bottle?!" she would demand, always loudly and forcefully but usually with a smile. When it was, "Get in me pants!" I totally lost it and laughed until I cried, causing her to say it over and over between her own deep belly laughs.

That kid.

Last weekend, the season's first thunderstorm rolled in. The crew was readying for bed and I rocked Penny in the dark living room, Lucy on a stool at me feet, happily chatting away. A flash of lightening lit up the windows and Lu stopped, mid sentence.

"Oh mah gooooodness, Mama! Wuuus zat? A pitcher?!" She drawled it out, eyes wide, fingers pointing.

Again, I laughed until tears came. It was so cute how surprised she was by the light show in the sky and how she reasoned that it must be a giant camera flash. But the drawl! 

The rest of the crew came running when they heard my laughter. I repeated what she had said to each question and each of them joined in with their own giggles and asking her to say it again. 

She refused but we've all been saying it just like she did ever since.

"So Lucy. . . she's either a leprechaun or a southern belle, huh?" was Jac's insight. Indeed. A distinct combo, to be sure, but we'll take it if it keeps yielding these comedic gems.


We play fast and loose around here with our names. There are no hard rules about the hows and whys of titles.

Max is Max except when his sisters lovingly call him Maxi or we call him Maximilian (it doesn't have to be just when he's in trouble. We just like it.)

Philip is Phil and Felipe and Philip Augustine. There's Tessie and El-Belle and Gem or Gem-Gem.

Lu most often goes by Luce and Luce-a. 

And Penelope. . . Well, we're still working on it. Lucy is the trail blazer in this department. She started during Holy Week to call her Neppy. Sometimes it came out as Nempy or Nappy, but I really loved Neppy. I didn't think there was much room for improvement but then, then, she started using Lumpy. I know it's because of the final two syllables in Penelope but good golly, it's the cutest thing ever. And I hope with all my heart that it sticks because Lumpy is a great nickname. It's a character builder, unique and slightly outrageous. What more could she ask for? Lumpy forever!


It has begun.

With 5 - FIVE! - sisters it was bound to happen sooner or later. However, I was really hoping for the later option.

The girls are fighting over clothes. Accusations are tossed, yelling has occurred and there have been tears- actual tears - over Gemma wearing Tess's tank tops to bed. Of  course now Gem does it just to rile her sister and I have little to no sympathy when Tess stands howling whilst wearing one of my t-shirts that she did not ask to borrow.

Girls.

The most dramatic of the bunch? Lucy. She likes to pour over the photo books Mama Syd has made for the kids and her favorite is the one in which Ellie is three. EVERYTIME we have the same conversation:

"Dat me, mama? Right dere?"

"No, that's Ellie."

"Oh! Ellie!" 

Her excitement slowly turns to anger. 

"Dat's Ellie? Ellie wearing my shirt!" 

(Or dress, or jammies, or what have you.)

This quickly turns to blind fury.

"ELLIE! You wear MY shirt! MINE!" 

Sometimes she finds her sister to give her a shove and usually it ends with her crying. I have yet to convince her that the clothes she claims as hers were actually Ellie's first and even if that wasn't the case, the statute of limitations applies. Or at least the natural laws of time and reason.

Yes, it has begun. And I shudder to think of when it might end. 

Dear Max,

Today you turn thirteen. Thirteen! Because you're the eldest, I'm pretty sure every birthday you have and will celebrate will hit me as a rather shocking reality.

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How can you be that old? How can I be that old?!

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You've had it drilled into your head that we don't intend to have teenagers in our house because we are expecting young men and women. And yet, technically, you are a teenager.

I'm not gonna lie, it has me a little scared.

As a youth minister with you a tiny babe in my arms, I'd roll my eyes and laugh at the stark fear on parents faces when speaking of their teens. "They can't eat you!" I'd scoff.

But now I know. I know they can't eat you but they can make you burst with pride, break your heart, make you sick with worry, and your stomach hurt with laughter. I know because you've done all of those things and you will do them again. And while I grieve the knowledge of being unaware the last time you would hold my hand, or sit on my lap, or ask to be held, I am more than aware of the firsts you will experiencing in the next months and years- girls, cars, jobs, and pride and heartbreak of your own.

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That is mighty terrifying.

And so very exciting! We are constantly amazed by the young man you are becoming and can't wait to see the great things God has planned. Did you catch that? God has a plan for YOU. Run towards it with all your might and the years to come will be sure and steady in Him.

So bring on the eye rolling, the difference in music, the angst filled shopping trips (yes, we will have many more of those). Each one brings you closer to the man you will become. Bring it on.

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Happy Birthday, Maximilian. And many more!

We  celebrated an extravaganza a few days early due to busy schedules. The man of the hour requested stir fry and potstickers. Philip and Elizabeth took care of the treasure hunt and the best clue to date was unbeknownst to Lu, stashed in her diaper. There were sparklers inside after clues outside. Max began planning when he was ten how he would watch the Lord of the Rings for his thirteenth birthday so the chocolate cake was decorated like the eye of Sauron and the movie was enjoyed by Max and Phil even though Jac and I both fell asleep. Party animals up in here!

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Lu and Gem and P and I have been reading the same handful of books several times a day since the babe and I came home from the hospital. I've largely memorized Sandra Boynton's 'But Not the Hippotamus,' and 'The Goodnight Book,' Mem Fox's "Harriet, You'll drive me Wild,' BabyLit's 'Anna Karenina' and 'Sense and Sensibility,' and Laura Numeroff's 'If You Give a Pig a Party.' The girls might throw a new title in now and then - I was never so excited to see Peter Rabbit as I was yesterday! - but these have been the staples.

Also ever present?  Lucy's interruptions. I'd be annoyed but darn it all if they aren't hilarious and cute.  In the books where there is a child, she places both hands on the page and declares, "Woo-see!"  (That would be "Lucy.) And if there is a mom, EV-ER-Y page is, "Wook!  Mama! Dat's you! Mom!"  She does the same for any item she can name - hats, cats, juice, moose, dog, frog, etc., etc.

Meanwhile, if she doesn't know or remember what something is called or the name of a color, it is "Dis say?" It is nearly constant when we read and reminds me of my trips to Mexico and how most of my conversations went.

"Hola! Como se dice . . . *insert everything you can think of here*"

About the time I think I can't answer one more question from Lu I remember that she's still learning the language, too.  One page, one picture at a time.

All of the above books are winners - highly recommended! 

Just when you think you know somebody . . .

Jac and I were given a morning without the kids so we lived it up and went Easter shopping.  I know - we live on the edge.  P stayed asleep and we stayed chipper even though we were out over lunch.  Miracles DO happen!

Let me say this: Easter basket and Christmas stocking shopping usually ends up with us testy at each other.  I have some firm opinions about necessary candy and Jac is of the opinion that less is more.  It has gotten ugly a few times.  So the fact that we managed to pick out the Easter treats AND stay laughing and good-natured is no small thing.

However . . .

I stood pondering one of the displays.

"Who likes the Cadbury eggs?  I mean besides you?" I asked Jac.

"Definitely not me."

"What?" I asked, because clearly I had misheard him.

"I don't like them." he clarified.

"But I thought you did!  That's why we always get them for you!  We buy them especially for you!" I was shocked.  APPALLED.

"Yeah . . . I actually don't really like candy so . . ."

Seventeen years together and the truth comes out now.  There are surprises around every corner.

Happy Feast of St. Joseph, love of my life.  Thanks for working so hard for us and being the best father I know.  You're pretty great even if you don't like candy.

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The two weeks that have passed since Penelope's birth have been spent largely in hibernation and it has been so, so good.

When we have ventured out, we've been asked over and over what we are calling her.

Honestly? "The Baby" most often. "Penny" still feels weird on my lips, foreign and a stranger. So I try out other titles and handles but nothing has stuck.

The eldest three siblings are comfortable using Penny for her. The next three, not so much.

Lu in particular. . .

Last week a new bouncy seat was delivered (because after a few kids things wear out) and Lucy woke to find the box in the living room.

"What's this, mama?" She squatted to check it out? "Seat? For new baby? For baby Money?"

I asked her to repeat who it was for because my postpartum brain is sluggish. It took me several times before I understood her.

"Yes," I giggled, "it's for baby Penny."

"Oh! Baby Penny!"

Money . . . Penny. . . Same thing when you're 2. But really I think Money Penny is name we can bank on.

  

I'm having a hard time wrapping my mind around the fact that we've been home for over a week. It feels like ages and yet just hours all at once.

I also haven't worn shoes in a week so that no one will get any ideas about me going anywhere or doing much of anything. . .

The evening of our fist day home we hustled the eldest four off to FNE and consoled Gemma and Lucy about staying home by telling them they could bathe the baby. Would you believe the hospital let us bring her home unbathed? She stayed he entire time we were in the big house in just a diaper and her swaddling blankets. She smelled great but her siblings were sleeved out by the flaky vernix in her hair.

I learned with Gem that "school" post-partum needed to look very different. The baby is the lesson. So we talked about what vernix is and why it's there with the older kids. Then, when it came time for the bath, it was explaining about an umbilical cord and how belly buttons are made, why babies have to be kept warm and how to change a diaper.

  
   
    
 

Both girls were so helpful and though they may not remember this experience, it's one I'll never forget.